I don't know what I have done, but I am getting a big truckload of recurring bad Kharma!
First I found out my job was up at the end of the year.
After that I missed out on a job I went for.
Then I got audited by the ATO and owe $1250.00
Then this morning a truck flew past and spat a rock at my windscreen causing a huge chip!
BUT worst of all there are close to 40 billion ANTS invading my kitchen, bathroom, study and passage! They are driving me insane!
I just don't know what I have done to warrant this...
I have such a bad conscience for these things that I always try to do the right thing, even when everyone around me seems not to be. I even changed my gym membership over out of guilt when I could have easily avoided doing that.
I have an inkling it might be the plans for going away in a couple of weeks. Maybe I should just tell the Daily Organiser and get it off my mind. All I want to do is get ahead financially, but it seems that there are too many things holding me back...
I really shouldn't complain... I'm lucky to even have the opportunity to think about paying off my house or owning a new car. Even last night as I got into bed I thought about how warm and soft it felt and all the poor people sleeping on crappy little camping beds or under bridges, out in the cold.
I hope bad things come in 4's and that is all I will be getting. The irony is that I am enjoying work and have the best gym program (I even went before school this morning- which shows I must be motivated!), I'm eating healthily, everything is going well with D and Ragworkz...
I think I'll just have to ride this out...
Thinking of it now, maybe my luck is changing. Yesterday my Principal asked me if I had any other methods that were unusual so they can tag the job to make it less attractive to others and easier for me to keep. That was a positive. Her happy Sybil side is showing as another teacher noted :)
Is there any way you can rewire your Kharma? Maybe I need Mythbusters to solve this one!
Bye for now,
M x
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
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